The feeling of knowing something bad will happen never ceases to amaze me. Everything started out perfectly, but then again, nothing is ever perfect. I may be living in a fairy tale or I could be in denial about everything, but sometimes dreams are better than reality. Forcing yourself to be happy isn’t the way to be happy. happiness comes from within when you see something in yourself that brings you nothing but joy. Happiness comes from joy. The way that things are looking, I need to reevaluate the situation. I speak about being optimistic when I should be right now. Things always look up, so maybe the ending of this story will be better.